lonely

I hate being lonely. Loneliness is the bane of my existence.

I think it's because when I'm lonely being around people doesn't help. It just makes me more lonely. Everyone is hanging on someone. Everyone has plans already. It just sucks.

And I find one guy...ONE guy...who actually wants to spend time with me and he's two hours away. I wish that I knew for sure whether or not my car would make it that far, but I'm pretty sure it won't.